Achieving Peace with Change
This Muck’s Minute is a wee bit off track the current economic, political, fiscal, monetary idiocy that I usually comment on. Hope you like it.
Oscar Fingal O’Flahertie Wills Wilde once said, “With age comes wisdom, but sometimes age comes alone.” Mr. Wilde is better know by shedding the middle three names and is just known as Oscar Wilde, a world class novelist, playwrite and poet. (1854-1900). Truer words were never spoken.
And since I’ll begin my 80th year on 1 January, 2017, I am continuously searching for any short, worthwhile wisdom that I may have been lucky enough to pick up (like beggar’s lice or cockle burrs) as I’ve waded through life so far.
I don’t claim to possess more wisdom but I do think the occasional insight into something of life’s travails probably wouldn’t have happened without the age and life’s experiences mixed in.
Such is it that man spends a lot of his life (I’m old fashioned and use man bisexually.. I am also not PC, so live with it) conflicted, sometimes depressed, often disappointed and now and again, angry or fearful about changes that force a modification of the status quo in which you are quite comfortable.
Such it is with relocating – permanently moving – from one place you like, are well established, content and comfortable to somewhere new, 2/3 a continent away, and with no small amount of uncertainty about your eventually landing zone. This multiplies with age as the older we get, the more set in our comfortable ways; tomorrow promises to be close to today and since you handled today pretty well, tomorrow will likely be nearly the same.
Making such a move can drag out all the emotions outlined above (plus a few others) and value judgements also force their way into the equation. Everything in this world has a price of some sort – not necessarily “money” but can include hard work, vast amounts of trouble to do, physically “packing up and up stakes” AND what the hell do I do with the piles of “stuff” we’ve accumulated and surrounded ourselves with in manufacturing our current “status quo” that’s so comfortable.
Even though you sometimes have problems remembering why you bought whatever it is that now resides on the closet shelf or if you’re artsy and the item now sits and is displayed in a glass front cabinet. When is the last time you examined that stuff to see if it has real (and I mean REAL) meaning or attachment to your life that you’d like to pass on to offspring someday. You will find a few of your own ancestor’s possessions (usually art or craft, personally made) you immediately recognize.
The rest of what’s there is S-T-U-F-F. If you’re lucky, you’ll find treasures you know a grandchild will like to have. Maybe it has value and maybe it doesn’t but when you got it, you liked it. Perhaps others wouldn’t. Maybe no one would appreciate the memory attached to it, after all, it’s your life’s memories tied up in it, no one else. We all like to have our “precious” stuff admired – after all, we did – so we want others to agree which, in turn, validates our judgement in getting it in the first place.
Next, with very few (I can come up with three or four if you’re willing to stretch it a little) exceptions, the value of your possessions, after your screening, found what you liked and bought them immediately drops to zero unless, when you attempt to sell them, that “right” person comes along and wants to buy it. Odds are 99% that all the comfy furniture, beautiful pictures, odds and ends, kitchen stuff (with one or two exceptions), in fact 90% of the current status quo things you are quite comfortable with, unless depreciated and discounted significantly, are worth zip squat.
Everything in this Universe including the Universe itself depreciates. Your STUFF is no exception. So when you buy things to admire or use (good tools are one exception – you never get rid of good tools) from a financial point of view, knowing those things are valuable to you and likely only you (unless priced at a super-discount) depreciate to give away value the day you bring them home.
Anything you use, your house, car, rugs, beds, the whole kitchen depreciate. Mourning that fact when the status quo must change and your STUFF is just too many, too big or too much in size and number, remember, the day you bought it, depreciation sets in with bang, dropping the value (a very subjective term) to zilch…
Hence, yard sales, flea markets, garage sales and such where items precious to you are marked down in price to the extent someone else will find the item – at that discount – irresistible. Pennies on the dollar when valued in your terms and they are worth exactly what you can sell them for in other peoples’ value.
What doesn’t sell at the terminal garage sale warrants a call to Goodwill or your favorite charity for them to come out and pick all the rest up and haul it off to sell in their outlets.
Presto – no more bad feelings, mourning the lost of STUFF, fretting about ROI (there is none on personal possessions). The treasures you’ve sorted, kept and will make their way to offspring or peers.
So the insight is this. As we grow older we should be simplifying our lives and welcome changes in the status quo. Change is always stimulating and you’ll live longer. If you get rid of something you could have used in the new environment, replace it. If you don’t have the capital to replace it, then do without out it or find a substitute (at someone else garage sale!).
I realize this is hard to do. No one said life’s changes are painless but when you accept that 10% of your stuff is worth keeping into the next chapter of your life, let the other 90% go. You enjoyed it, took comfort from it and you will, in the future, enjoy the new “special things” that will accumulate in your new status quo.. Maybe just not quite so much stuff.
PS: If you are wondering about the bases of this Minute, Old Muck and his bride of 60 years are in the process of uprooting a perfectly comfortable 20 year life in a comfortable home in Central Florida to move across country to reside in the piney woods of Arizona. The reason? Annette wants to spend at last a whatever years left to us in closer proximity to our oldest daughter – who has now been widowed twice and finally convinced her Mother to “please, Oh! pretty please come out here so we can be closer together!!”
We will be remodeling her current dwelling into something comfortable for three instead of one, get rid of a ton of STUFF in the process and take what happens next one day at a time!
So while our status quo will change over the next few months, Mucks Minute will continue to come from both here and evenutually, the woods of mini-mountainous Arizona somewhat East of Prescott. Perhaps some new view points and better ideas will flow from a new location. There will likely be more from here before we make the transfer but I want to wish all of the curmudgeons of TBP the seasons best and may Donald Trump hold off the climatic part of this upcoming 4th turning until we’ve established ourselves in the new status quo!!
Congratulations Muck, on your decision, and your
ability to give up stuff. That has been hard for me
and the Mr. We have 1/2 the space in the house, and
are trying to winnow the chaff, but we are not so good
at it. Neither of us can resist any book for example.
Merry Christmas to you and your family and your daughter
in AZ. She is no doubt energized and very happy. Everyone
will be waiting for news on the changes. God speed.
We love you!
Suzanna
I’ve moved numerous times and the last two moves I divested myself of a lot of stuff that I believed had some value, be it monetary or emotional, at the time. As time passed though, I came to realize that I didn’t miss the stuff at all, and due to the accumulation of more stuff, I was glad to be rid of it.
Best of fortune and happiness in Arizona, Muck.
Before you get rid of your stuff make sure your kiddies/grandkiddies don’t want it. My old man was an infantry Captain in the Phillipines during WWII …. gone 25 years now. Tough old guy . He had a captured officer’s Samauri sword for years mounted in his man cave at home. As a kid I was forbidden to touch it … so I played with it constantly. Sharp as a razor blade. I didn’t kill myself or my brothers with it, the old man never busted me and I kept my mouth shut forever. Never could get up the guts to ask him to leave it to me when he was gone. Catholic school guilt thingy I guess.
When he died I asked my Mom where it was. ” Oh, he sold that for $700 two months ago.”
Despair !
Good luck on your move, Muck. I’ve moved a lot in my life and I learned to see each change as a new adventure, as you probably do, too.
Regarding stuff: when my in laws passed away within a few years of each other, their only child husband of mine and I were left to clean out a big house with cupboards that hadn’t been reorganized in 30 years. So much stuff! We had an estate sale because there was far too much for us to need or use. What a lesson it was for me. Many perfect strangers roaming through the house, pawing through all the precious stuff to see what bargains they could find. No one was interested in the Drexel dining room set and buffet, so it was given to the housekeeper’s family. Other items that were loved by their owners were of no interest to the throngs, so they went to Good Will. So much for “things.” Their value is transitory and will disappear like a wisp of smoke.
A lovely quote I came across says , “You are what you leave behind.”
That’s very true but sure not as far as STUFF is concerned.. My sweetie and I used to be home-style potters and specialized in RAKU.. What we haven’t given away will be packed and passed down so a few generations someone else can throw them away when the memory of the artists are forgotten..
I think what the author of the quote was saying that a brood of really good and well raised kids who survive you is a decent contribution to the world and Mother Nature.. After all, that’s what we evolved to do – procreate – all else is eventually sand blowing in the wind.
Muck
ah, but stuff doesn’t kill people – people do. ☻
& some packrats love collecting austerity & asceticism & maybe little zen koans. oscar prolly didn’t, but each to his own.
one thing i do try not to collect & clutter my headspace with is other peoples space-fillers. what for? let ’em store their own stuff!
got a picture window in front of me & 5,000 or so books behind me. plus a few other items. there’s always this option, if needs be, call it the flip side of farenheit 451:
You’re a fortunate man “i forget” which I bet you don’t. 5,000 books is a lot of knowledge and I’d love to spend aa day or two browsing to see what your tastes are!
Muck
Happy Birthday Muck!
Premature, but Happy Birthday! I’ve got a houseful of stuff I’ve dragged around the world: the Grundig s/w radio my grandfather gave me for my 12th birthday nearly 60 years ago, book sets from the same time period, old 45s, 33 1/3rds, on and on. I have a good art collection as well and all of this is intended for my posterity. It’s a bit nutty, I know, but…
You won’t regret being near family, that’s certain. The joy of my life (hit 70 this year) is having my son and grandsons living 60 yards away. I’m hoping they stay long after my ashes are under the big ol’ false-pepper tree along with the ashes of my father and my dogs, but…
What was that old Carlin saying? A house is just a place we keep all our stuff.
Happy Birthday.
The rule I have in my house is if something comes in then something has to go out. Therefore, I purchase things sparingly – usually to replace worn out items or things that are beyond repair.
Damn, I knew I should have used some of George’s ‘sharp-as-a-razor’ quotes to liven up the piece. That is now filed away to use as a tool for another Minute.. Thanks.
Muck
And since your piece started out discussing wisdom with aging I will share my favorite quote……
“Intelligence is learning from one’s mistakes…..Wisdom is learning from someone else’s mistakes.” Unknown
Unfortunately, almost all of my lessons in life have been learned via “intelligence” and the old trial and error method.
Muck : Let’s see what Oscar Wilde said about himself.
The gods had given me almost everything but I let myself be lured into longs spells of senseless and sensual ease.I ceased to be the Lord over myself.I was no longer the captain of my soul,and did not know if.I allow pleasure to dominate me.I ended in horrible disgrace.Oscar Wilde writing about his own life as he approached death…Here is that essay….De Profundus..
Damn BB – something interesting – and I learned from it! A rare gold star for BB!!!
Muck
Damn, muck. I didn’t know you lived in central FL. I just left that area, and would have enjoyed buying you a beer and having a conversation in person. For some reason I thought you lived somewhere in the NE. Good luck with your move and happy early birthday.
Certain things make me happy. A nice gun. A fine watch. Hats – Stetsons, Resistols, Akubras, etc. Art. Good wine. Tools of any and all kinds. A tractor. Books (I moved literally thousands of them). Good bbq equipment (Christmas dinner will include a twenty pound turkey smoked on my kamado cooker. Yum.).
I have way too much. Way too much. But – a lot of it makes me happy. Today I am in the market for a MIG welder. Tomorrow I need to find a 6′ grass slasher for my tractor.
One day, eventually, I will need to offload it all, or my heirs.
But in the meantime – it makes me happy to have certain things, so I do.
All the best for your move, Muck.
Hi friend! I mentioned two or three things that one can buy and be sure of recovering most, if not all and sometimes more for when you whittle down possessions. Gold and silver are commodities and retain their value priced in by the market. Good guns. Quality tools – every time I move I get rid of all the extras and specialty items, but at the other end of the move, there is a large tool box with all the essentials right there should they be needed.
I agree also about books.. I have a hell of a time weeding books out to leave behind.. The Kindle helps a lot – I think I have 600+ books of all subjects stored nicely on Amazon’s cloud and 20 pages of book in the Kindle index itself.. Never without it – to the Dr. Office, on trips, whatever. Whenever I find myself waiting for something or someone, out pops the Kindle and I’m never bored or lack entertainment or brain exercise!
The thing about guns and tools are from a man’s point of view, of course, but since females use a different tool set, ours is obviously worth more than theirs! (Forgive me Suzanna – I jest, of course! Of course I do, really!)
Glad things are going well in Aussy land Llpoh and may they continue to do so. Keep us in the know, we’re interested.. Thanks for the kind words..
Muck
I agree – tools, you keep. And books – don’t need batteries, last forever, hours of joyful escape into other worlds.
And once in a while, build something with your own two hands. Maybe your kids will find it when they clean out your house – and discover their own treasure from a (recent) ancestor.
My dad built what he called an “idiot box”; four neon diodes arranged in a row on the front of a metal box. It had an on-off switch, which when flipped caused the diodes to flash briefly in a random pattern, determined by how long it took various capacitors to charge and discharge (though the neon diodes). Watching it for a minute might lead an impressionable mind to wonder which diode would flash next, getting a tiny surge of excitement or disappointment if you were right or not. Only an idiot would be entertained by such a thing, of course, which is probably how he gave it the name.
Next time I’m back I think I will liberate it, as an inheiritance; if one of the other siblings objects, then I’ll photograph the circuitry – and build my own, with modern LEDs (neon diodes take something like 120V potential to flash). Perhaps one of my kids …
Building something from scratch with your own two hands is what “satisfaction” and “self-worth” are made of.
My sweetie and I built (from scratch) four homes – you put all your eggs in one basket and then live in it.
Being an owner-builder is a wonderful bust your ass way to success because if you start out with a piece of land and a shovel and end up with a comfortable dwelling you live it, you KNOW you can do almost anything you put your mind to do. Ask Homespun Farmer about that..
Shit! I’m about to do it again at 80 years old – not build complete from scratch, but I’ll be remodeling my daughter’s small home into a bigger one to enable my sweetie and I to live in one end and she has the other (plus a bigger kitchen!)…
I’m old enough to know better but what the heck!..
Muck
Good move, I say. bringing family together, getting rid of stuff and getting to explore and learn about a new environment.
I like your thoughts on possessions. My wife and I started from scratch and furnished our house, kitchen, and workshop for pennies on the dollar. We bought at flea markets, yard sales and second hand stores. Good stuff that has increased in value. I am also a collector, mainly of books, art, and tools.
Who would pass up an old Sager double bit axe, barely used with a good original handle, a beautiful survivor of the timbering of the virgin Appalachian forest 100 years ago… for $12. I once had a long term plan of selling off the accumulated assets as a retirement income stream. However, a good friend who is a retired civil engineer and serious dealer, who knows the value of every Stanley tool ever made, recently told me it would be wise to liquidate ASAP. The market has collapsed. The old collectors are gone and the young people are not interested in old stuff and don’t have money to spend on it. Other stuff is more important to them.
@Gryffyn: Too true and so sad. Not only does the oncoming generation not have the money to enough really GOOD used stuff – they simply don’t care.
I often wonder where this will lead – but I don’t think I’ll like it.
So for me, one more move, some shovel and hammer work, gently and carefully putting a few GOOD things around that please me and then – then – I have two books in mind that need writing which I’ll do in my spare time. Please feel sorry for me!!
Nice comment and thanks.
Muck
Muck,
Surely you jest…about feeling sorry for you. It sounds to me like you are living a full life and you will “just keep on keepin’ on” to quote a favorite song “My Silver Lining” by First Aid Kit.
Happy Birthday, and I hope you will match my Mom who celebrated her 99th this month.
Moved a lot over the years. Each time some of the stuff gets left behind. Willingly or otherwise. Most of it doesn’t matter. But I do have a fishing rod that was first thing I bought with my own money from back when I delivered newspapers. I haven’t used it in years. To anyone else it would be worth nothing and is not a particularly outstanding rod. But to me it ranks as one of my prize possessions.
Happy Birthday, Mr. Muck. I resonated deeply with your brief essay, having just begun my own 88th year. As for me, I have left no wife, no child, no dog or cat and very little of anything else to posterity – except for some cherished friendships and the memory of a Life Journey that was well-traveled, filled with an unceasing sense of curiosity and a modicum of business success. I have lived long and well.
The Millstone of Time has also worn away all of my foolish aspirations and vainglorious pretensions. There is no one left to impress, no accolades to seek, no rank to which to aspire. I am wonderfully content, surrounded by a collection of well-read books and a few carefully chosen works of art …. other than that, I am blessedly free of wants and needs.
What helped me to “lighten my load” of stuff and things was my expatriation to a far distant foreign country almost ten years ago from my last place of abode. Before leaving I sold or gave away the contents of my former household, keeping only a few beloved ‘treasures’. And that proved to be a very liberating act. I most heartedly agree with Muck and others about doing likewise.
@RiNS: Then by God, take it with you when you finally (a long time hence I hope) leave this Earth of ours and catch some supernatural trout with it!!
Muck
Sounds Like a good idea Muck. Thanks you for the Good Wishes.
supernatural trout! One can hope I guess!
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Good luck on upcoming move and continued good fortune and health. A happy 80th year on this rock!
Cheers from NS
Rob
@Count Zero:
You have indeed lived long and well and more power to you!
I left a couple of things behind me that will be around until our Sun blows up (not that anyone else is interested). All the Lunar Lander Modules now on the Moon have my finger prints on the landing radars which I helped design, test and built to flyweight. Also, there’s an Astroid puttering along between Earth and Mars that has my name on it (see the Cambridge data base on ET items!).
But when I do exit stage left, I’ll do it the same way I came it: naked, broke and screaming “I don’t wanna do this!”
Muck
Thanks Muck for your thoughts. Your ‘exit to stage left’ remark reminded me of a saying attributed to Hunter S. Thompson, who pointed out: “Life should not be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely, but rather to skid in broadside in a cloud of smoke, thoroughly used up, totally worn out, and loudly proclaiming ‘Wow! What a Ride!”
To which I say: me too.
@Count: Well, I’m no pansy and well acquainted with pain of various sources but – but – there will come a time when it is more trouble to live than to die.
As long as tomorrow promises a wee adventure, learning, a dab of pleasure, the ability to make someone else smile or do them a favor – then I will likely be around to see how the day starts, anyhow.
But when I can do nothing for myself and require the attentions of someone else to merely wipe my butt or even more import, begin to lose my cognitive abilities, then I already have the where with all to quietly and with as little mess and fuss as possible, ride off into the sunset murmuring, “What a grand trip it has been!”
And that will be that..
But I intend to be covered with dings and scratches, used up to the max and totally worn out! Good for you!
Muck
I wish Hardscrabble Farmer, you and me were rock throwing neighbors. We egg each other on for extra years if anyone could!!
Muck
Count,
Hunter is one of my favorite writers and that quote is primo. I am going to post it where I can see it every day. I read a book on how to manage retirement and the author said to spend it all and your last check should be to the funeral home and it should bounce.
God bless you and your family and safe travels to your new home.
This was my favorite-
“Everything in this Universe including the Universe itself depreciates.”
That’s about as profound and sublime as it gets. George Carlin would be proud.
life goes on long after the thrill of living is gone…little pink houses depreciate…but the dude-iverse abides…& recycles
@HS: Do you mean I actually came up with an original? I’ll have to dig around my quote finder to see if I stole it from someone likely far wiser than I.
Thank you for your wishes and we will not loose touch as Old Muck (as well as HS, I hope) will cross paths as long as TBP is running. In fact, I’m going to send Jim a note to forward my email address to you..
May you and yours have a lovely holiday season and thanks again.
Muck
does anyone think being a pack rat is a learned trait, or is it genetic?
I got rid of all my worldly stuff, 10 years ago, lived out of a truck for 2 years, traveling between both coasts, until the traveling bug left my system.
now I have a place that is slowing filling back up with stuff, mostly free stuff from other people who want to get rid of their stuff. (nothing plastic, mostly furniture and pictures, and “things that sit on top of horizontal spaces” like china and old glass bottles)
I think I have “pakratius geneticus”
the only side effects are separation anxiety when it comes time to move.
Happy Birthday Muck….safe travel as well . The Prescott area is a pretty cool place.
As I get older the “Stuff” means less and less . Memories,even the faded ones are more precious than gold . Reminiscing over a good bourbon with friends is one of those favorite things.
There are things I’ll never part with,a few guitars,pictures and some old tools. The rest won’t be missed by me one day when I have to get rid of them.
The hardest decision will be deciding who gets my farm. Both nephews I’m sure will be deserving of it when the time comes. I want it to remain intact and not divided up so many times that the acreage is basically meaningless to the owners. I’ve spent countless hours wondering the woods and part of my ashes will be scattered there . It’s my hope that once in a while someone wondering those same woods will recall me fondly .
What Muck said about depreciation is true….In the Universe entropy will measure the usefullness of the amount of energy we’ve expended collecting “Stuff” .
@Buck: You’ll work it out about farm, old friend. That’s what time and patience does – it solves problems. Entropy is the cruelest think that the Universe imposed on all of us (and anyone else out there). Can’t escape it, so collect the things that really turn you on long term (I’ve been married 60 years now – that’s what I mean by collecting things of real value!), enjoy them but don’t weep when time comes they go away.
Do not weep because it’s over but celebrate because it happened..
Muck
Wow! A depression baby! I always have respect for someone who is two days older than Moses.
You can learn a lot from them, if you’re the learning type and not full of yourself.
A life well lived is not without its heartbreaks.
Sorry to learn that your daughter is twice widowed. It must have been a shocking heartbreaker.
Family is a comfort.
Heya Muck,
Moving sure does suck but being close to family and the people you love is the best. Such things are worth far more than the stuff we accumulate over the period of our lives. You and your missus will be richer for it. Safe journeys.
Francis